Ok so I said when I started this blog that I was never going to write awkward posts that bare my soul or throw myself pity parties, but I just need to get this off my chest, and Mark doesn't understand when I whine to him about it, so blogging will do.
I've never had a super close-nit group of girlfriends, ever. I've always had like one or two really close friends but never a group of girls who all get along. As my high school friends graduate from college, they have such close friends/roommates, after graduation they take trips to Vegas together or something fun like that. I've never even been to Vegas! What's wrong with me? Why have I never had a close group of friends like that? I love Mark and he is my best friend but it's not the same. I mean don't get me wrong, I have some wonderful friends who mean the world to me and I would never trade them for anything. But where's my group of girls who have tons of pictures together, do everything together, have so much in common, spend every day together and take awesome trips?
I guess I'm just not that kind of friend? or don't have those kinds of friends?
Is it going to be like this forever?